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September 2nd, 2006 (12:40 pm)

in short i am the midst of a packing fiasco filled with anguish, excitement, confusion, exhaustion and tons and tons of anxiety!! wooo!! in case you can't tell the current time is 12:40 and i have lost my mind. Rutgers here i come or as one elanz0r has pun-ified it: Slutgers!!

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August 18th, 2006 (12:44 am)

current mood: jubilant
current song: Cobra Starship - Snakes on a Plane

OMG! i just saw Snake on a Plane and i can legitimately say that that movie is FREAKING AMAZING!!!!! if you don't believe me go see it immediately cause it will blow you away!! my life is finally complete!!! SNAKES ON A PLANE!!!! OH MAN!!!

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Jess is eeeeeemo! ...or not really

August 17th, 2006 (12:05 pm)

current mood: calm
current song: Dashboard Confessional - Stolen

This past weekend was super cuteness as it had a perfect amount of friends and music that made me happy =)! so i suppose i should just jump into the events then:

Lovely Summer DaysCollapse )

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August 1st, 2006 (01:53 pm)
current song: Motion City Soundtrack - Attractive Today

okay someone please explain to me how it is suddenly august now and why exactly did it suddenly become ridiculously hot in jersey causing me to hide in the one air conditioned room in my house. i'm just a bit baffled as it feels that i just graduated yesterday and now college is steadfast approaching without warning. I actually need to get all of my college things now despite my attempts at ignoring the task. I'm going to be finding out who i'm going to be living with and what classes i'm going to be taking. It's all too real.

Regardless, it's still the summer and i've been taking full advantage of all my free time. I gave up my worthless job search long ago as no one wants to hire someone who is just going to leave shortly. Not that i really care as if i really wanted a job i could've just gone to work at bagelwich. Occasionally i wish that i had a job to make some more money, but then i promptly remember that i have money saved up and that for me this is quite the opportune time to just relax and hang out with whoever. In the meantime, i have been watching movies, going to parties, bowling, and doing just random stuff with my friends who i greatly love. I dunno where the next couple of weeks will take me, but i'm definitely up for the ride. Everything will change soon as people start to leave and i must say my goodbyes to those i've grown up with yet for now i will hold on to the friendships i have build over time.

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July 11th, 2006 (12:55 pm)

current mood: sleepy
current song: Gnarls Barkley - Crazy

oddly enough i'm too lazy to write an actual entry about the last couple weeks mostly cause i'm kinda lost in time and don't remember what has occured so instead i'm just posting this meme cause it was fun and didn't require thinking about what i've been up to recently:

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now. × I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games.  (only if by video games you mean like guitar hero and mario kart) × I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies. × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
it goes on...Collapse )

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The Warmth of the Summer

July 2nd, 2006 (02:39 pm)

current mood: jubilant
current song: Head Automatica - Graduation Day

It's unbelievable how quickly high school goes by and so here i am a high school graduate with college on the horizon. Since my last entry much has occurred and changed as a result of the end of high school. To continue off of the last entry, i had a four day weekend then my last two days of school. The four day weekend was because i didn't have any finals to take as i kept my grades up and was exempt from all except calc which i took in class. Then the second to last day of school we had the senior breakfast then outside graduation practice. That night the senior class was planned to meet up at lookout for some senior class fun. It was an awesome time minus the getting lost for an hour part. Once we found our way everyone was really excited to see us and it was a blast til the cops got there. I somehow ended the night in Pete's car w. Pete and Greg and it was just great night. So after that night of fun: the last day of school we watched the ap english video and phillipe and tommy's video then had grad practice inside and outside.

Graduation was crazy weird. It was extremely hot outside so i'm pretty glad i'm a girl and got the wear a dress but even then i was dying. I wore this cute eyelet white dress and nice white heels with the usual white cap and gown. Then i had my honors sash and my gold tassel. Pretty stylin lol. so the ceremony went well. I didn't trip on my way to my seat and slapped hands w. tommy on my way there. then sang the national anthem and listened to all of the speeches with were amazing <3. Afterwards we sang time to say goodbye which went well. For some odd reason the only time i really got teary eyed during mr. cesa's speech probably cause he mentioned the beginning of the year and how we made it to the end. So after all that we finally got our diplomas, moved our tassels from the left to the right, and threw our hats in the air. Afterwards they played the song and we all went into the back and jumped up and down like we always did. It was quite momentous.

So since then i've been going to grad parties and just hanging out with people. Oh and i finally quit my awful job. The summer is lovely.

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Cheers to the end of an era

June 16th, 2006 (07:51 pm)

current mood: nostalgic
current song: Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter

My high school days are seriously down to the end now and i can't help but feel extremely nostalgic since life is about to completely change before i know it. With graduation day on thursday it all just feels too soon. I can still recall the terror i felt when i first arrived at the high school and now i will never be an enrolled student there again. I'm not going to roam the hallways wishing that school was over as it finally is. The events that mark the end have passed before i realized what was occurring. I have no more high school tests and quizzes and i won't be seeing everyone next fall. Yearbooks are really the end as you have to say "Good Luck in college" instead of simply "see you next year." I dunno i have been staying far away from talking about it recently since i'm just in denial of the fact that i'm done and am moving away from the safety of home and high school.

The past couple of weeks swept me by like a hurricane. I haven't written about all of the recent event but in summary i had the Band Banquet, Prom, Senior Awards Night, and Senior Banquet:
The Band Banquet was great as i had so much fun at my table although my good friends weren't there. The people of did sit with were hilarious and fun not to mention that i loved my gifts from Kunal and Ryan. They were so cute and personalized by things that i hadn't thought about. I also got my participation award which got me $100 towards college. I also got a little trophy which was cute.
Prom, i can't even begin to explain how amazing prom was. I don't know what it is about that event but both years i have had such success in truly enjoying myself. I loved my dress and my hair (i'll post pictures soon) and i had so much fun. I was seriously glad that i went without a date so that i could dance with all my friends and anyone i wanted to. I loved dancing the entire night and seeing everyone look amazing for the occasion. Afterwards sleeping over ana's was cute although we were terribly tired and the shore was nice a relaxing (when ppl weren't getting annoyed anyways). I ended the experience with a nice tan and some incredible memories that i will definitely never ever forget.
I went into Senior Awards Night expecting an extremely boring night. Yet it was that bad as everyone cheered and enjoyed themselves despite the boring veneer of the event. Not to mention that i went to the awards expecting to only get my gold tassel and then sit there forever but i ended up receiving the VHS SCA Scholarship earning me another $200. not bad since i didn't apply for anything lol. The night was okay overall in any case.
The Senior Banquet was amazing!! first off the food was delicious; there was calimari!! <3! Then we watched the senior video which was super cute and got our yearbooks which was sooo exciting! After we went through all of that everyone got up and danced for the rest of the night. I must say that dancing at this party was super amazing since it was only our grade and everyone was really enjoying themselves. Also, people weren't like groping each other all over the dance floor unlike prom so it was like a cute little dance party with my classmates<3. I had so much unexpected fun that night with my friends. I must say that that night was just as good if not better than prom since everyone went and had so much fun. I'm seriously going to miss all of those kids.
Each of those nights were unforgettable and while i was there i made sure to absorb each moment as they were the last and for some the only times i would be doing so.

It's truly over whether i want to believe it or not.

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